Lately, I feel like I’m just fine and don’t feel any pain. But while I was stunned and here in my room, I was in tears and longing for my life back then. I remember the past where I had many friends, people I talked to and shared with me in joys and sorrows. But it hurts me every time it enters my mind that not all friends are real, not all friends are there for the rest of our life, and not all friends will not leave you. I just miss a few things I used to do with them and have to let go of now … but do I/we really need to let go of it or did it just suddenly disappear? It’s just sad to accept that nothing is permanent in the world, everything changes, everything disappears. As I feel now, I know that I will not remain in this situation that I am always overwhelmed with loneliness. I will also find the joy my heart desires. So, we need to move forward in life and never go back to the past. And all I can do is pray that their lives will be fine and that they will be happy wherever they are now.
Not everyone who comes in your life will stay forever.
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