• WHY “THE PESSIMISTIC DEMURE DREAMER’S DIARY”?

I named my site “The Pessimistic Demure Dreamer’s Diary” because I based it on my personality. Just so you know, I’m a pessimist (I already mentioned it on ‘Get to know meシ). I usually expect more negative outcomes than positive ones. I’m always afraid that something bad might happen in my life. There are times that I always feel frustrated, scared, nervous, worried, and uneasy. Even though I am like that, I have so many dreams and that is why I remain steadfast despite my negative thoughts. DIARY, because I’ll record anything here.

• What you will find on my blog?

➭ Life experiences

➭ Poetry

➭ Random thoughts

➭ Some advices

• How did I turn my dream as a BLOGGER into reality?

Before I tell the story, I want to tell you first that writing is already my passion, since then. Through writing, I can express my happiness, sadness, resentment, and anger that comes from the bottom of my heart. Then and until now, I dreamed of having my own book and blog. I wanted to share some of my thoughts and experiences with others. Furthermore, I want that one day I will be able to read all my writings and remember all the happy (and sad) memories of my life.

And this is what happened …

One day ( In the month of May), I was so sad because I remembered the problems that I encountered. I can still feel the affliction that I felt when I was struggling so I checked my diary on my phone, and read all of my stochastic thoughts. Then, I suddenly thought, what if I created a blog, so without a doubt, I made it. When I already created my blog, I didn’t customize it because I thought that it was going to be so easy and I got busy with other things. However, one week later, I decided to customize my site. Nonetheless, I still have to pay the other things I wanted to do on my blog but I don’t have money ( I mean, I don’t have any credit card) so I just chose the free ones. Even if I don’t have the money to spend on my wants, it’s okay. You should remember that it’s not about in the money but it’s about the creativity. Take a look at my blog today, it ‘s not that so imposing but I’m happy with it and it’ s okay for people like me who are just new on blogging (Though it took me 1 month before I became satisfied with my works hehe). That’s all ♥

Fill your paper with the breathings of your heart.

William Wordsworth